April 17, 2010

change

change is constant and is not defined by good or bad...positive or negative......at the end of the day...its just a change to the world....but it makes difference when you go off to sleep feeling good about it.......thats where it makes a difference...
you learn things when you are keen to...you listen when you want to....you understand things when you wish to......no matter how hard you try to unfold, complexities barely desert you....it is just a part of life...and it should just be left to that......and see things ahead when they seem the most abstruse.....
it all depends on you if you want to see the world through a clear glass than or a blurred one.
i want to admit this....my complexities and uncertainties pertaining to it had literally blinded to the best things around me.....since things did not go fine lately....i tended to see things as not fine.......i was not like that so it was claustrophobic to be in it....i needed a change from not being myself....from not being fine with things that went wrong and that will go wrong...things always go wrong....you do not pass your entrance for the college you wanted so much to study...where you have to become the punching bag when you yourself need one.......listening when you wanted to be listened to......when you do not find peace with anything around you....and when you blame your fate for your miseries......

revelation is the word.....exactly ..thats what you need to be yourself again....be happy in things which are unpleasant.....cz the bottomline is that dwelling on the miseries never finds solution......
both the situations put the same question to you....HOW...only the frame of mind and hence the perspective is different......