i have pushed myself really hard to make myself stand where i am now...........it was definitely not easy.............i walked out of a lot of things empty handed.........bare n lost......evrytime taking things into my stride...........yet thinking it cud have been better..............i leave my rationality aside to ask why ???? i want to cry my heart out.............i wish i cud do that n ask why .......i remember every moment n all those times...........those deep buried long lost n forgottens come alive.........i have no grievances bt its a part of me i would neva be able to forget........kept holding on to a baseless part of me.........i cant write what i see infront of my eyes and how do i feel about it...........